There would be days always when Bobbin was at school when Biscuits would despair of the world if the sun were not always shining and her mummy were cross.
She could sometimes feel that her life was a huge error that had been scribbled into the margins of what should have been a perfect life and she asked her own personal god whom she would carry around with her wherever she went that she might be forgiven for being born. Her god was always happy to help her because she knew that all of us at all times live on the edge of despair. That we should be glad sometimes of knowing that there is a life which exists besides our own forever, and although we are alone in this life we are never alone for long, as Gerlinky discovered when Biscuits tied its legs together with string (with bells on) as she slept.
When we are alone (mused Biscuits,) we are completely alone and may as well just vanish forever. When we are in the company of others our love is magnified to the whole world so that the whole world knows if we are happy. In this life it is terrible sometimes to know that it is impossible not to know a person, whom you have known and also that it is impossible to completely know your partner if you have one. If Biscuits had attended school more often she may have been a much wiser Biscuit than she was already. If this was the case then it was possible that she could take advice from the previous ill informed and intuitive Biscuits so that she could know where she was intuitively and not from all the things that she had been taught and all the things she thought that she needed to know. Her former Biscuity self really knew what was good for her most of the time and this would be to live in her mummy`s house and to know that the Fuzzer lived just around the corner and she could go there and annoy him at any time.
Biscuits did not mean to annoy Fuzzy but she could not help herself when she did. She would sometimes leave Fuzzy alone because he did not like being annoyed. She felt that if she left the village one day and she never saw Fuzzy ever it would make her cry but she knew that they were friends now and that they could not be friends always and life could only be as cruel as it could be kind.
Sunday, 20 October 2013
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